Feeling Busy & Icky

Thank goodness it’s Friday. Busy day number 3 is currently in progress, but I have the weekend and a babysitter tomorrow night to look forward to!  I’m just taking a short break to type out a couple posts while I eat some lunch.  Elliana was late going down for a nap, but at least she actually went to sleep this time.

My dad stopped by in the midst of all the chaos, and he offered to put her to sleep for me while I ate lunch, but it just wasn’t happening.  She is a total boobie baby, and she won’t go down for a nap without nuzzling and sucking.  She spit the bottle out the second he’d put it in her mouth. I ended up sending him away to run his errands while I put her down with the “mommy time” she wanted.  He said he’d come back to see her after her nap, so that’ll give me a bit more time to get some stuff done while he’s playing with her.

I’ll probably take advantage of that time to jump in the shower.  I had a bath with Elliana last night, but I just don’t feel clean right now.  I think it’s because I’ve been stressed out, so my face looks like a pizza again. Plus I haven’t been eating exactly the healthiest of foods this week. We’ve had a lot of pizza because it’s been the easiest thing for me to grab and eat on the go.

Plus this time of the year I tend to get these nasty looking bumps on my chin that are HUGE. Hubby has nodular acne, so I’m wondering if that’s not what this is, too. My whole chin will turn into a huge pimple. There’s never a head on it to pop, so I just keep putting meds on it until it finally disappears. Sometimes that can take weeks. When I was a teenager my doctor told me it was probably allergy related since it happens at a certain time of the year, but he never gave me a definitive answer. Now that I think about it maybe I should get it checked by a dermatologist. Then again that’s just one more thing on my list I don’t have time to do right now.

Today’s To Do

I’m on a mission today to do two things.  I’m going to make myself an exercise plan to start losing some of this baby weight I still need to drop, and I’m going to try to read some reviews to figure out if any of the cremes that claim to diminish c-section scars really work.  I know my scar will start to fade over time, but if there’s a creme that I can afford that will help I’ll definitely give it a try.

A friend suggested I might want to try an acne scar cream, so I may want to look into that, too. I know no one (other than Hubby and my doc) will really be seeing my scar, but this is something I’d like to do for myself. If it makes me feel better about myself I don’t see what it can hurt to do something about it.  That’s kind of how I feel about losing the weight as well.  I just have 10 more lbs to drop, and I know I probably won’t lose all of it.  Honestly I don’t really want to lose all of it, but I know if I dropped 5lbs it’d make me feel pretty darn good about myself!

Much Better

I guess sometimes a little rest really is all you need.  I may not be stuck in this bed all day after all because I’m feeling much better.  Pain…gone.  Redness…gone.  Hard knot…gone.  I guess I should be happy that Elliana is a little piggy right now, and she’s eating everything put in her mouth.  I didn’t mind her wanting to wake up every other hour to feed last night since it definitely helped Mommy out.

Thank goodness I caught this before it got bad, though.  As painful as it has been I can’t imagine how some women don’t catch it until there’s blood and pus and stuff.  EWWWW.

Now if I could just find some home remedies for acne all my problems I’m having this week would be solved. My back pain is gone, my boobie pain is gone, but my face still looks like a pizza. I’m hoping getting off the rest of the meds I’ve been taking since Elliana’s birth will help with that. I just stopped my last med on Sunday.  Maybe now my hormones will decide to chill for awhile so my face can clear up and my mood swings will go away.

Just Another Part Of Motherhood

If I’d known I was going to find myself in even more pain than what my back was giving me I would have never complained about my back.  I woke up this morning thinking all was well because my back wasn’t hurting me.  After a couple hours of moving around the back pain was back, and it had moved into my butt.  I did some housework, a load of laundry and a load of dishes, and that worked the kink back out again, but I started to feel a little down and out.

As the day progressed I started feeling like I was coming down with something.  I thought maybe I was just feeling down because I’ve been stuck in the house all week, so I decided since it was pretty warm today to load Elliana up in her Snugli and walk next door to my Grandparents.  My Grandma had already called me begging me to “go somewhere so I can keep that sweet thing tonight”, so I knew she’d enjoy the company and give me a little break from mothering.

While I was there I started to feel kind of like I was coming down with the flu, so I figured I’d maybe picked up a virus or small bug somewhere.  I laid down on the couch until Hubby got off work and met up with me.  I still felt a little ran down, but I thought resting for a bit had done me a lot of good.  We decided to go ahead and run our errands while my Grandma kept the baby, so we headed off to Walgreens to pick up my free photo collage I ordered yesterday, and then we headed to Ruby Tuesdays for our once a week “us time” since we had a coupon that’s about to expire.

Ok men…you may want to stop reading right here because the rest of this post will pertain to feminine things such as boobies…but not in a good way.

Half way through the meal I started feeling like total crap again, so decided to save our trip to Walmart for another day.  On the way home I started feeling really sharp pains in my right breast, and by the time we picked up Elliana it felt like someone was stabbing me with a knife every time my arm brushed into my breast.  I figured it was probably because Elliana has been eating less during the night (waking up for 1 less feeding), and I’ve been kind of engorged the last 2 days.

When I got home I took off to the shower to see if that would relieve my pain, and I found my right breast is swollen with a huge red lump.  I immediately knew what that meant, so I called my doc and left a message saying I think I have mastitis…what do I do?  She called me back within 10 minutes (which I wasn’t expecting), and told me to get myself in bed with the baby and to stay there.  Luckily I don’t have a fever yet, so there’s a good possibility Elliana can “suck it out”.  Plus your body has a hard time recovering on it’s own if you’re not getting that much needed rest.

Think I’m going to complain about being sent to bed to do nothing?  Heck no!  I’m going to follow doctor’s orders by spending quality time with my little girl.  I’ll also have my netbook, so I’m sure I won’t get bored!  I may even start doing some research on hotels in new orleans. Hubby and I have talked about going to Mardi Gras for a couple years now, but we just haven’t had the time or funds to do it. We obviously can’t go this year because of the baby, but next year she’ll be big enough to leave with a grandparent while we take a baby free vacation. I say it’s never too early to start planning if I need to save up the cash to go, so if I’m confined to the bed I might as well go ahead and start planning!

We’ll save all that for tomorrow, though.  Tonight I need to get myself in bed as soon as Elliana is finished with her current meal.