Archive for November, 2009

November 25th, 2009

Has It Been A Month Already?

Yes my little girl is now 1 month old, and I can’t believe it!  I don’t feel like she’s been here that long, but I guess a big part of that is the fact that I spent the first 9 days laid up in a hospital bed. 

She’s surprising me everyday, and it amazes me how fast she’s growing.  A few days ago I noticed her preemie clothes were starting to get a little snug, and by the end of the weekend she couldn’t straighten her legs in any of her preemie sleepers.  We have officially moved on up to newborn size!  I guess that’s only fitting since her actual due date falls on Turkey Day.

Speaking of Turkey Day, as the mother of the only grandchild on either side of the family I’m also learning how hectic things are going to be for us this year.  We’ll be running all over the place tomorrow because every grandparent and great grandparent expect to have the baby at Thanksgiving dinner.  Hubby will be happy because he’ll have plenty of excuses to eat all he can, but I have a feeling I’ll be thoroughly exhausted.  Then we get to turn around and do this all over again in a month for Christmas! 

Things are definitely going to be a lot different this holiday season, that’s for sure.  We’ll be planning everything around the baby instead of us.  Even the items on my Christmas gift wish list have changed.  I’ve gone from scoping out things I’d want like BCBG Max Azria handbags to checking out diaper bags. Instead of buying another tv as our joint Christmas present to each other we’re looking at baby swings. Yep, things are definitely going to be a lot different this year.  What scares me is knowing how many gifts this child will probably get from her Grandparents.  We already received so much stuff in our baby showers that we don’t have enough room to put it all in the nursery.  I don’t know what we’ll do when Christmas gets here because the Grandparents are already buying like crazy.  I may just have to start moving things into storage.  I can at least pack up the clothes she won’t wear until Summer and move those to the attic.  The problem is I never have the time to actually do it.

November 16th, 2009

Withdrawals

This weekend was definitely a busy one.  We’re still adjusting to life with a new baby and the fact that there just aren’t enough hours in the day.  We also learned just how difficult it  really is to pack up a newborn for trip out of the house…even if that trip is just a quick run to the Dollar General for some essentials to get through the weekend. 

Needless to say I’ll be shopping while Hubby stays with the baby from now on…or at least until she’s big enough to sit in the buggy.  The shopping carts at Dollar General are the half sized variety, so no matter how you turn it a car seat will NOT fit in one.  Ahhh the joys of being a new parent…so many lessons to learn!

I also thought I’d have more time on the weekend to get my work done since Hubby would be here to help me.  The truth is I have more free time during the weekdays while the baby sleeps.  Things were a lot more chaotic with all of us home.  Add in a fussy baby who’s going through one of those I want to eat nonstop phases, and I hardly got to touch the pc.  I didn’t get a bit of work done. 

Normally if I see emails for stuff like diet pills, discount ink, and discounts on belize hotels I’ll just delete the emails, but I spent so little time online that I was actually willing to read all the junk mail in my inbox this morning just to give me something to do online. I knew she wouldn’t be asleep long enough to actually get any work done. I remember a time when I was actually naive enough to think I could setup a work schedule according to the baby’s schedule. Right now I laugh and think schedule? What schedule? How long before she settles into a schedule, and will I ever be able to work around it? I just keep telling myself she’ll eventually go to sleep, and when she does I’ll take advantage of those times like I’m doing right now no matter how long it lasts.

Now let’s see if I can grab a quick nap before she wakes up again.  Then again just the thought of a nap seems to trigger her to wake up.

November 13th, 2009

Just Call Me The Patient

22nd February 2008 / Day 53 (418)

By the time we get me straightened out health wise I’m going to be so sick of doctors.  I had yet another doctor’s visit this morning, and all he really did was schedule me for yet another visit next week.  We’re still just monitoring my blood pressure, and he didn’t lower my medications at all.  I’m still taking 15 pills a day.  It does look like once we get the whole bp thing under control I’ll still be looking at how to lose belly fat. Losing so much weight so soon was just a tease because at this visit I’ve actually gained weight. It was only 5lbs, but still…I should be losing it not gaining it.

We did discuss the fact that I can’t take regular birth control until we get my bp straightened out, so he gave me a pill that is non hormonal.  I’d tell ya the name of it if I could remember, but I can’t and I can’t read his writing on the script either.  Then again it wouldn’t be very doctor-like of him to have decent handwriting would it?

I asked about the night sweats I’ve been having.  I wanted to know if it’s just a side effect of the medicine or just something hormonal…or maybe both?  It’s not like I’ve been through the whole post partum thing before, so I wouldn’t know.  What I do know is that it doesn’t matter what time of the day or night or how long I sleep.  I’m going to end up sweating like a pig…I mean to the point where I”m sleeping on a towel because I can’t keep waking Hubby up to change the soaked sheets.  This started while I was still in the hospital, so at first I thought it was the hospital bed causing it, but then it continued and actually worsened once we got home.  Dr. Fox confirmed today that it’s probably a side effect of the massive amount of Labetalol that I’m taking.

I’ve been wondering if the Labetalol is even working for the simple fact that 4 doctors kept looking at my numbers and just upping the dosage instead of trying a different medicine.  There wasn’t really much of a difference in my bp at 200mg  and 2000mg.  I’m still staying in the 130-140 over 90-105 range when I take it at home.  In the doc’s office I’m reading in a normal bp range around 120/70s. 

I think Dr. Fox is wondering the same thing because he scheduled me for a return visit in 2 weeks, but this time he wants me to stop taking my meds completely for 24 hours before the visit so he can see what happens when the medications are completely out of my system.  I’ll be monitoring my bp, and if it starts to rise drastically he wants me to go ahead and take my meds, but if there’s no change we’ll know the meds aren’t working, and the numbers are starting to lower slightly on their own.  If the meds are in fact doing their job we’ll know that it’s time to start looking into other methods of treatment including a long term plan beyond your average preeclampsia.

I’m crossing my fingers and hoping there isn’t some underlying condition that causing me to have other issues.  The doctor seems to think since I’ve never had any blood pressure issues in the past that my body is just taking a lot longer to readjust, but we can’t be sure yet.  If after 6-8 weeks I”m not back to normal then something else is definitely going on with me.  I’m just so ready to get this all figured out.  On top of that new mother exhaustion I’m dealing with the fatigue caused by the medicines combined with the extra fatigue of running back and forth to the doc’s office for  both of us.  I honestly don’t know how much longer I can take all this without needing to take a day for a full mental breakdown.


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