The Ramblings Of Jenn Shuey

It seems like lately I’m lucky if I’m getting one day a week to devote to my blogs, and honestly I’m sorry for that.  I really haven’t had time to devote to much of anything lately except for that thing we all hate to think about called real life.  My email accounts are overflowing with 2 weeks worth of mail, I haven’t read any twitter messages, and let’s not even discuss the way my house looks right now.  Things have definitely gotten away from me.

I haven’t even had the chance to share how the ultrasound went, but I promise to devote a full post to that in a bit hopefully complete with the pics.  I have a few other things on my mind I’ve been wanting to get out as well, but we’ll see if I have enough time for that.  As usual I’m working with a short time span here, and I’ll be lucky to even touch my email.

The truth is the last 2 weeks have been a big emotional roller coaster that have kept me from sharing much of anything with anyone be it online or in real life.  I haven’t had the time or the sanity.  A lot of that can be blamed on good ‘ole pregnancy hormones and their tendency to make me extremely over emotional.

Ah, but when it rains it definitely pours.

I’d say the rest can be blamed on all the events that have popped up and collided head on making life really difficult right now.  This has definitely been one of our lowest points in life, but we’re dealing with it.  Needless to say that (combined with Hubby being home almost constantly) has drained what little bit of sanity I might have had left.

After 2 weeks of letting it all pile on my shoulders I had to put my foot down and face it all.  I came to the conclusion that I needed to kick my Husband out of the house for the day if I wanted to retain any ounce of sanity, and I had myself a good ‘ole cry fit.  Sometimes that’s really all it takes to put things in perspective.  Life still sucks right now, but at least my shoulders feel a little lighter and my head isn’t spinning.